" Did You Know? You can get rid of the leader board ad at the top of your Xanga Page. Just sign up for Xanga Premium, and the ad is gone! upgrade now | learn more " Answer: Yes... Yes, I did Xanga. Thank you for reminding me everyday. Anyways Hello. Mmm, Sundays... Worst day of the week. Warning : This maybe highly offensive to some. If you can handle yourself and not piss your pants by reading non-Godly material, continue on.  I should go to church tonight . . . Just kidding, the invisible wall put there by God prevents me from attending any religious services. And trust me, I am not complaining either. Majority of churches say the same things. I know, I know... you religious ones out there won't like this but I probably don't like you either so it's okay. Pastors sit in their offices on Saturday nights and get out their little folder that contains the 5 things they always preach about : 1. Why we are all going to Hell for ( insert something here about lack if tithing, rock music, porn, sex, drugs, or Marilyn Manson) < dun dun DUN > 2. You can go to Heaven if ( insert something here about being a righteous, judgmental, clicky, gossip spreading Christian, giving enough money to the church, saving enough souls, praying 18 times a day, or reading the book of choice, the Bible ) 3. Why they are right and every single other religion is wrong and damned to Hell. 4. Why they are doing everything right and if you don't agree with them.. well, shame on you, you dirty bastard sinner. And 5. What Hell is like, after your skin peals off and your eyes melt. Maybe I have been to some screwy churches. I know I haven't been to every church, but if people (mainly those who would be offended by that ^ ) don't like it that I say this, don't act like pricks.  I often wonder were the false scene of empowerment comes from with some people. God loves everyone, just you a little more then me, right? After all, you do go to church 3 times and week, listen to real Christian rock, don't talk to anyone outside your plastic bubble of righteousness and you do uphold a Godly reputation (in your mind anyways, and that's what counts.) Are all Christians I know like this? No, not at all. Those who aren't like this, I respect you and I'm sure you know who you are since I'm not a bitch to you. A part of me wishes I could find a church that wasn't a brainwashing piece of shit. I have came to realized though, every church, big or small, kinda sees you as another number on the attendance chart. Christianity isn't about helping others, it's about helping yourself into a place that makes you feel better about life. Am I saying Heaven don't exists? Maybe, who knows. Am I saying there is no God? No, I believe in God. I'm just not going to be fed with a spoon the bullshit churches feed people.
oh... and I'm going to dye my hair back to darker brown. Edit. (Sorry, I know. Stfu.) So, I met with President Bush today . . . Me: So, George.. What's your feelings towards public education? George:  (p.s.... the song is for you Nat <3) | 
